Saturday, September 6, 2008

erm.....




Better In Time-Leona Lewis

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock

Who's there no one

Thinking that I deserve it

Now I realise that I really didn't know

If you didn't notice you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'm gon' be ok


[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time


I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me

Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path

I believe in

And I know that time will heal it

If you didn't notice boy you meant everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'm gon' be ok...


Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go

So I can be free

And live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you

Yes I will......


Chris Daughtry - Over You

Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down

Like an old abandoned house

What you said when you left

Just left me cold and out of breath

I fell too far, was in way too deep

Guess I let you get the best of me


(Chorus)

Well I never saw it coming

I should have started running

A long, time ago!

And I never thought I’d doubt you

I’m better off without you

More than you, more than you know

I’m slowly getting closure

I guess it’s really over

I’m finally gettin’ better

Now I’m picking up the pieces

From spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!

(End Chorus)

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away

There was nothing I could say,

And when you slammed the front door shut

A lot of other’s opened up

So did my eyes so I could see

That you never were the best for me


I dont know why I'm writting this in my post.. Suddenly.. And just cant control myself from writing it..

Hmm.. this is my favourite songs that I would like to dedicate to someone that had hurt me so much! Someone that ^%^##^&*&^(*&)(&*^&%#@# ~ *sigh*

But that's it! I dont know what's the point of regretting all of it.. Because everything is over.. And I dont have the power to change it.. Well, I will always remember all the sweet memories.. the bad too... haha but life must goes on.. people always says that.. even me too.. And it's been over a year now.. so I guess I'm ready to move forward.. I mean really moving on.. without his shadows behind me.. It's verry hard though.. coz sometimes he will just pop out from nowhere and stuck there in my mind.. And in my heart.. heyh!!
I thought that its over months ago but still sometimes I think about him.. huhu maybe that's because it had become a habit~ something that I used to do.. but when suddenly he's not there.. you know.. things suddenly change.. But lately I think I'm free from that habit.. I'm happy with my life now.. so I guess I'm really moving on.. s.l.o.w.l.y....... (and I hope this time it's for real!!)

Luckily I have lots of friend and my family around me.. You know who you are.. Really..
Hontoni.. arigato! Thanks for always being there for me.. Because of you guys I still can be me....




"Some of us thinks holding on makes us strong.. But sometimes it is letting go that makes us stronger..."

8 comments:

Daoz said...

bah.iboh sedih camya.cheer up kit.smile ok.

nota.kematian said...

hehehe
bah...
baru jak ada entri baru.

cuba pergi link tok.
http://nota-kematian.blogspot.com/2008/09/ini-rasa-aku.html

hehehehe

melupakan memang susah,
tapi belajar untuk tidak mengingati,
ok nak?

yunika kirana said...

=) ---> thanks daoz dear...


mek dh post comment kat ktk.. =)
----> nota.kematian

nyda said...

its ok dear
sy pasti ade yg lebih baik utk kamu~
biarkan ia terjun bersama labu2nya
haha~
marah ni..berani dia lukakan hati adik kesayangan akak ni..babab baru tau~

p/s: sy pun sme..dah 4 tahun..masih tidak dpt melupakan...sob3~

Senandika said...
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Daoz said...

Engkau bukan lah segalaku
Bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
Usai sudah semua berlalu
Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

yunika kirana said...

buat k.nyda: melupakan mmg payah kan.. akak dh 4 tahun.. matilah sy kalau nk tggu 3 tahun lg baru lupa.. hehe takpe2.. aku carik baru.. huahahahaha (mun jak ada.. =p)


buat daoz: emm.. biar hujan menghapus jejak mereka.. pergilah duka. pergilah bersama rintik2 air hujan itu...

Ruzzaida said...

mmg susah utk melupakan tapi bile kita berusaha, sedikit demi sedikit akan hilang juga..
yang tinggal cuma kenangan..
argh!!! mmg sakit bile cube melupakan..
juz keep moving forward my dear fren..

~things will get better~